lonely

i'm feeling lonely, i don't really know why. you know when you're surrounded by people but even feel lonely. it's not like i don't like these people or they're indifferent, they're kinda special to me, yeah, but i can't help this feeling this weekend.

things are about to change; these days i was very stressed out with the internship, 'cause it's taking all my free time.; i can't go to the gym anymore etc. there was some kind of aingst in me, but it's gone now, thank God! as i was saying, i prayed and realized that sometimes we complain and complain and maybe don't see the good part of it, just like we're blinded. i wanted to tell you this 'cause if now or soon you feel down, things are not really great, even not bad, but not greeeat, try to see the good prat of things, and you'll see there's no way to complain when you have legs, arms, brightness and most of all, someone caring for you from above.

here are some things i wrote ages ago to post here but i never get to make a post of them because i lost interest of them.

things that one day would have probably have been a post:

1Gisele and cristopher (this on will ok)

2Thing i do'nt believe and i know they're are not supposed to be believed or not
example: autographs. come on! i think is just to pove that you've been with the person but what a crap to pay hundreds for something that someone wrote.

3things that happen but we almost cant realize (i didn't loose interest on that but i can't really remember what it was about rs)

4sjparker mini skirt queen(i'll also talk about it someday)

5eyes wide shut
kill bill and why are they perfect


kisses and please really pray for me i have my first test tomorrow
from e to c.